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Passion Changes Everything

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I've seen this, even I've done the same this as them.  Young age is not a barrier for us to work, we cane do anything as long as we are there is a will, sometimes hard life teaches us to keep fighting and giving us lessons.  Do you know that the valueable lesson that we get when we actually do it. I looked at so! See this little girl, according to me she was not supposed to do it, work hard at a very young age.  She should have enjoyed periods of school or play with the same age as her. I actually learned a lot of from them, from the people who gave me the passion to see and pursue my dream.  Because i know that success is not determined from the rich or what position we have today, many are rich but i see no purpose in life or they have everything but actually lose the spirit. But why instead of those who are so needy actually have a tremendous spirit? Sometimes i ask, and i get the answer after i learned.  The world will give usa very valuable l...

Love is so beautiful

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Who would not want a romantic thing from their partner or have a beatiful story. Have someone who can completment us was very beautiful of course very enjoyable. I don't know much about what love is and how, because all of that i know that love means sacrifice, compassion and commitment. True love does not come just like that. I think so. Sharing and listening to one another. I always hope that the best pair of God of course the Gods had in store for me, i know that love is no need to rush because we will find it by itself. My mate who knows where he is and what he is doing? Whatever it is surely he was thinking the same thing today. I can feel it ^^ To arrive later we will meet, know each other, exchange stories while we have not meet, and there will begin a new story. I do not want a feeling of a moment, which now can feel it and then tomorrow we've forgotten how to fall in love. I want us each day to cultivate the love that we have so fruitful, very sweet fruit. To me...

My best friend of my partner

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I want a boy best friend who will cal me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as the fact he's proud to have as a bestfriend. One that i can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he'll beat the shit out of them for me. A boy bestfriend who will drive me around like he's my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows i'm upset. One who becomes friends with my boyfriend  and one who will calls me up to see what i'm doing. I wan t a boy best friend who will tell me when i'm wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys. Making friends in my life, to share what i feel and feel what he is feeling well. I want him to hold me and not let me go, i want him to feel my heartbeat and i was born to him. Sounds so wonderful and hpefully it does not j...

DESIRE

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Cinta itu katanya tidak perlu di cari, karena kalau semakin di kejar akan semakin jauh! Jadi? How conclusions? I really wanted to have happiness and of course all want that but, it's just the way they treat each different partner. Actually not so dificult as long as we know how guys :-)

I am a glass bottle

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I really like writing, i also collect all my wishes in this glass bottle until it is full and i'm sure will come true one by one. That's my dream, everything i want and dream. I feel this is very great one and i'm so excited!!  Doing new things that i have neve rdone before and would dare to dream.  And an expectation would make me excited, it might not be as easy as i expected but at least i want to do for it. See the real me, guys!!
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Love!! I believe that true love is real. It is real guys, i can feel it. It's just sometimes people misidentified, one use it even in the name of love above his personal interests, i am very eager to have a pair of the best in my future, have a nice life! That there will be a wonderful life when we understand and know how to make it happen. I saw today many styles courting young people who have not scared or can be said to be arbitrary. They feel that it is the way they live is something that is fair, after that what they get? I'm very confident that they will only get the immediate gratification and after that there will only be said " Good bye " and returned looking for a new partner. Wheter it is referred to as love? Have multiple partners? I don't think so.. For me is that one partner for a lifetime. Our spouse thatis how we together will achieve the goal of our life in God. How we live with liver and put God on our relationship so that we understand and ev...

Simple and happy life

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I want a simple life soon with my partner but we are happy, i do not want something too much. I often see movies that tell how happy a person in his life, and they do a lot of new things. I want to always be beside him later as helper for him when he is tired, to be his friend who will listen to the story even though i knew he was reluctant to tell. I want to be a friend who always give him support, become the mother of our children in the future. I want to do things that had never prayed with him, i want to build a relationship with God and together went to church. And will be alot of new things of course, but if later i upset him and he would get angry maybe i could thank origin in a tone that was not hard for me not to cry lol. I also want to travel around the world with him oneday. And i'm also going to tidy up my bedroomto clean the house and cook the food for him. Or he is cooking for me lol, that's will be funny. Or we would go to beach together, spend the stories tog...

Look further than those who do not want to do it

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Apakah yang kamu lihat? Seorang ibu yang sedang merapikan pakaian anaknya, yup that's right but bukan itu pointnya guys. Aku sangat suka sekali jalan-jalan, sesekali sepulang bekerja aku akan sempatin untuk berkeliling kota, sesekali maka aku akan melihat pemandangan yang seperti itu, anak-anak penjual koran, para peminta-minta atau malahan mereka yang terlantar dijalanan. Melihat mereka saya hanya bisa berkata, " Kasihan yah, :-( sesekali saya mengelus dada saya dan sungguh saya tidak dapat melihatnya." Bagaimana mungkin mereka bisa bertahan hidup dengan kondisi mereka yang seperti itu ?Bagaimana mereka tidur? bahkan bagaimana mereka makan? Adakah hal yang dapat saya lakukan bagi mereka? Hal kecil bagi kebanyakan orang tapi buat mereka itu sangatlah besar, berapa rupiah saat ini uang yang ada dikantongmu? Makanan apa saja yang sudah kamu makan dan barang apa saja yang sudah kamu beli? Apakah pernah kamu memikirkan hal itu atau kamu malah tidak mau tahu dan memilih untu...

My life will be a blessing

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Why i said so?! Even though i know my flaws and my current situation may not be in abundance but who says i can notbe a blessing? Memangnya harus dalam kelimpahan dulu agar kita bisa menjadi berkat buat orang lain? Tidak toh! Precisely even many people whose lives have been blessed forgot what its main purpose? Why he is blessed? Who could guess would be that... We do not know. I took lessons from a woman who is very unusual in my life, a very important role for me and i learned a lot of things. What is the meaning of a smile, what is the meaning of a laugh,  how to cry or what it is grief, how to stay strong despite the crush was coming and all i get from her. She is the greatest figure who ever exiisted and i met, i see and know many great figures but for me she is the greatest woman God ever present in my life. She is my mother and i love her.   I saw so many secrets of life that she had hidden from me, until i understand why she hid it from me, why she scolded me and why...

I have my future planned

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Life has funny way of working out just when you start to believe it never well. I really wanted to be a writer and author, i don't know i just like it a lot. I'd love people through my writings know that they do not know. Or open something new, i also want to be authoring, creating something new which can inspire people who are around me. It must be very pleasant ^_^ Since i started to go to school i love writing, authoring, and i liked it... I want to know many things and through my writing at least others can learn. Don't be afraid to try new things. They aren't all going to work, but when you find the one that does, you're going to be so proud of yourself for trying. Like me, i know my limits but it is not a barrier for me to keep learning because i know of anywhere i can get the knowledge. Limitations, we are not our reason for not trying, sometimes i also feel that i would not be able to and will bury my dreams but one thing i know is that there is always...

Shows how i feel today

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Show me the meaning of being lonely So many words for the broken heart it's hard to see in a crimson love. SO hard to breathe Walk with me, and maybe nights of light so soon become. Wild and free i could feel the sun Your every wish will be done, they tell me Show me the meaning of being lonely Is this the feeling i need to walk with, tell me why i can't be there where you are There's something missing in my heart. Life goes on as it never ends Eyes of stone observe the trends they never say forever gaze upon me Guilty roads to an endless love (Endless love) There's no control Are you with me now? Your every wish will be done, they tell me There's nowhere to run I have no place to go Surrender my heart, body and soul How can it be You're asking me To feel the things you never show me? You ar emissing in my heart Tell me why can't i be there where you are?

I just want the best

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Love is beautiful Love sometimes it looks very confusing, how is not. We do not know to whom we are going to fall in love. Sometimes it comes a feeling of comfort, a sense of longing was also present itself. I myself do not dare to define it's exact how i do not understand. I know, when i love someone i will love him with all my heart, be a helper for him, serve him, share with him, and everything. But, sometimes also things that make me not dare to fall in love was a dissapointment. Well i know that is not the way love is going well. But, at least if i expect all to be well what's wrong? I just want a companion, well best couples only! Just that. I wish i could spend my life with him, doing interesting things, share stories. Imagine how beautiful, isn't? But sometimes i also want to forget, why? It's because i do not feel like thinking about it. So maybe it would be better for me. True, maybe if i'm still afraid, if i still can not and if i'm still not qu...

Live in the Lord

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Can i ask you a few questions? According to you what the service is? How? I think the service is an act of love, something we do without expecting anything in return, the things we do please someone, as we know God has shown us from the first serve even love us. We just need to continue it alone. But the fact i look much different, there is no love in the service of another, they did do it but just that alone. Why be like that? What's wrong? Also why it has gotten so blessed and live in abundance is very difficult to perform the act of love? Why must also live in a more shortages have the heart to do it... How well the ministry in the church? It is true we are serving God, but as what it should be, why is it still there i also see in it a difference that? About the rich and the poor? About the heart and the owner does not? How we can worship God while our hearts are not sincere? How we can sing, dance and even pray when our hearts something was wrong? What it is all just our ...

Prayer for peace on earth

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I cry for my people, i'm still crying. Right now i'm hearing between the attacking Israel Palestina, how could thsi happen? Of course, when there is a problem in the country then we will only be able to say the word and release the curse on the country. i say that the people of Israel was the elct of God, we give thanks for a Christian nation and whether they repent and return to God. we also know that so do what we curse? When we release a curse on someone the curse will return to us, but if we miss the blessings we will receive blessings, did not we learn?  If we want peace then so be it peaceful creator Tuhan menciptakan kita dengan begitu indah, kita bisa melihat bangunan besar, menikmati kopi di saat huajn turun atau di pagi hari dan melihat keramaian di jalanan mengapa harus memusingkan yang lain? " God created us so beautiful, could see a large building, enjoying a coffee when it rains or early in the morning, and saw the crowds on the streets why shou...

My letter

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Sign of peace for my Earth, I see so much diversity, color, language, and race was ours and it was very beautiful. But i also see many colors, in which there is hatred, no commotion, hostilities, strife, carnage. Why Should Happen? Why there should be a war? It makes them afraid, not them but sometimes i also feel scare. I was nervous if it happens in my country, the colors beautiful scenery will turn red, trees, sky, land, water is a silent witness of it. I still ask why? Can not we live in harmony? Love one another. We are different religions or languages we may, but are not we stay in the same place? Equally enjoy the sky and the earth. I'm sad to see any screams of children crying out of fear, or because their lots parents cry, i cryto see the slaughter of children, What they incorrectly? Even they can not live in the beauty of this world, they live in fear. Or the mother who weep over the loss of her husband in the war, losing their children because of the massacre, fear i...

I know long Your plans is right for me

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Tuhan aku mau tetap percaya, bahwa rancangan-Mu atas hidupku indah. Mungkin saat ini aku belum bisa melihatnya dan hanya berpikir seperti itu saja. Tapi, 1 hal yang aku tahu Tuhan bahwa Engkau tidak pernah meninggalkanku. Sekalipun aku berjalan dalam lembah kelam dan mendaki gunung yang sangat tinggi, walau terkadang aku mengalami goresan yang membuat aku terluka dan harus menangis, aku tahu itu semua adalah proses Tuhan untuk membuat aku semakin kuat lagi kan? Biarkanlah aku tetap bisa memujiMu walau keadaanku sedang menghimpitku, biarkanlah aku tetap berlari ke arahMu walau kakiku tidak sanggup lagi untuk berjalan. Tapi Tuhan, bagaimana aku bisa mengesampingkan semua keinginanku dan masalahku ? Sementara aku terus memikirkannya dan hal itu sangat menggangguku? Terkadang aku hanya mencoba menutup mataku dan mengerjakan semuanya dengan hatiku. Karena aku tahu, jika aku mau melihat Tuhan bekerja atas hidupku, aku tidak bisa menggunakan logika dan mataku. Aku hanya ingin tetap memberi...

My Longing For Mama

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Sometimes miss it is still often present in my heart. Even though i said i was not anything, but actually not too. Do you know the thing that makes my heart so fragile is when i have to remember that my mother was gone. I never remember the word of God which read like this "that even our parents left us but He will not breathing, Him.." This time i felt tightness in my chest, there are things i want to tell to my mommy but i can not do. Usually when i miss her i'll write it in my diary. I'm going to pour everything into my longing for her and then after that i'm going to pray. Well, i will ask the Father in Heaven to convey my feelings to her because i could not live.  I still cry in my room and sobbed hide behind my pillow. The office i used to go to the toilet only to cry, i do not want to like it but my heart still fragile. I also often ask the same God sorry if i'm like this. It's just that i have not been able to.I also often feel envious when i ...

Hidup yang seperti apa yang aku inginkan? Kita inginkan?

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Kita sering kali di perhadapkan dengan pilihan hidup yag sulit, malahan terkadang kita disuruh memilih tanpa adanya sebuah pilihan. Itu jelas sangat sulit, tapi hidup harus terus berjalan, tahukah kalian ketika aku berdoa meminta pada Tuhan agar aku diberikan kekuatan, Tuhan malah memberikan aku kesulitan untuk membuat aku menjadi kuat. Kalau dipikir-pikir itu sangat tidak masuk akal dan bertolak sekali dari apa yang aku inginkan. Hidup yang kujalani adalah masalah yan aku hadapi, aku tidak mungkin berlari atau aku hanya diam ditempat saja. Hanya orang-orang yang bertahan lah yang akan memenangkan pertandingan hidup ini sampai ke garis finish. Kalau aku mengeluh tentang apa yang sedang aku hadapi Tuhan selalu punya cara untuk memberikanku pilihan. Aku akan diperhadapkan dengan orang-orang di jalanan, orang-orang yang hidupnya jauh bahkan sangat jauh dari apa yang aku bisa bayangkan, dari anak-anak jalanan yang harus berjualan koran di tiap-tipa lampu merah, para orang tua yang selalu m...

My heart is filled with gratitude

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God always has a way to carve out the story in our lives, just as the season but even in the dry season He will always be there. Sometimes we pray when we assert that God must exist and the whow itself, we threw so many questions. Without our knowing it is actually all we need is the word of God. And God is always waiting for us to be able to come to Him, not just for the asking. Come on, what is only when we come to ask for something? I love being able to have a very noble God. No words can describe how much i am grateful and love my God, it's because He first love me, loved me and gave a smile on my face. How He hold me when i could not get up and hug me when i feel sad and give me Your love touch me when i cry. There was no, Jesus who so loved me and i was servant of God. Always let my mouth praise, my hands and my feet dancing waltzgrateful for You. Let me give you the best value for His God to arrive when You come back and i remain faithful, keep my lamp lit and welcome Y...

Memory month of Jun

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Did you know what i feel? i can not express but i feel incredible. God gave me a new family, new happiness and joy that is so abundant and i would be grateful for not stopping it. A few days ago i met with some frineds oh sorry my family, with Matt, Mark, Frances, Ps. Clinton, Ps. Kelvin. Matt First, first met him i did not know what to say because i have not known him and afraid of talking, but once i found out he was quite exciting and very funny with a typical smile that makes my heart happy.  He was very friendly and so much fun, oh yes another one, he really like imitating new words in Indonesian like, " Sekali sekali sekali lagi Lol... once once again, if someone asked for a photo with him.. hahaha It was so ridiculous but funny and i really like it, i also like his voice and hope to see he again. Mark is the most warm person who was very happy when he laughs, and it also made me laugh too, he called me as his daughter and he is my TATA which means it is "Daddy...

Mendengar panggilan Tuhan....

Pernah dengar tidak orang-orang yang berada disekitar kita mengeluh, " Andai saja hidupku tidak sperti ini? or kalau begini kalau begitu?" Atau justru kita sendiri, hehe? Guys, tidak ada yang salah dengan diri kita kok, dimana kita ditempatkan Tuhan itu adalah rencana Tuhan, sekarang apakah kita mau taat dalamnya atau malah menyimpang dari jalan Tuhan. Yunus diperut ikan, pam pam pam... Yunus diperut ikan... ^_^ Tentunya kita tahu dong kisah tentang Yunus, ketika Tuhan suruh yunus harus pergi ke Kota Niniwe Yunus malah lari dan tidak mau taat, dipertenaghan jalan badai yang besar mengantam kapal nya dan Yunus harus berada didalam perut ikan paus. Selama didalam perut ikan itu ia berdoa dan akhirnya mau pergi ke Kota Niniwe dan kita bisa lihat betapa banyak orang yang sudah dimenangkan atas Kota Niniwe. Panggilan itu seperti apa sih? Lantas apakah kita tidak bisa menjadi seperti apa yang kita mau? Kita kan punya cita-cita? Yup, itu benar sekali setiap kita tentunya memili...

Request

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Kalau aku masih bilang hidup ini sangat keras aku harus belajar drari mereka yg hidup dijalanan, buktinya mereka bisa kok tersenyum bahkan tertawa disela hidup mereka yg sulit. Yah, begitulah manusia diciptakan Tuhan dengan sangat beragam kenapa ada yg kaya dan kenapa ada yg miskin? Simple itu biar si kaya bisa melengkapi yg miskin dan mereka memiliki hidup yg sejahtera. Tapi ternyata justru masih sangat banyak yg menutup mata dan melipat tangan akan saudara-saudariku yg berkekurangan. Kalau aku bisa bilang, andai aku memiliki separuh dari hasil kekayaan bumi ini maka aku akan membangunkan separuh drai tempat itu untuk mereka. Tapi saat ini bukan itu yg kumaksud, karena disini memberi itu bukan menunggu sampai kita memiliki harta yg melimpah dan kehidupan yg mapan, memberi itu berbicara tentang ketulusan hati dan kita yg mau menaruh kasih. Jika kita kita bisa memberi dikala kita justru tidak memiliki apa-apa bukankah itu indah? Itu mengapa aku sangat ingin menjadi seorang epnulis, ...

Do not give up eka

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If i see it difficult to achieve success then it will not motivating for me and may even be made to feel afraid to try. Salah satu cara untuk menikmati hidup ini adalah dengan tetap bersyukur melewatinya, and live alone. God will never bring distress to us instead He comes with love and compassion on us even He wants us to live in all its fullness. Aku belajar banyak hal dari mereka yang memiliki keterbatasan tapi justru memiliki semangat yang luarbiasa sekali. Berapa banyak dari kita justru yag memiliki Good Looking tapi justru memiliki etika yang buruk bahkan pemikiran yang jauh dibawah mereka. Berapa banyak para koruptor masih meraja lela? Berapa banyak para pengusaha yang menindas rakyat mikskin? Berapa banyak yang masih memandang antara si kaya dan si miskin? Haruskah itu terjadi....!!!!!? Aku mulai berpikir bahwa keberhasilan itu hanya 5 cm dari pandangan kita, hanya saja kaki kita yg akan semakin banyak melangkah bahkan jika perlu kita akan merangkak dengan kedua tangan kita ...

Like a child

Terkadang lebih baik seperti seorang anak kecil, tulus adanya dari pada bersikap seperti orang dewasa tapi ada apanya! Yah, memang begitulah kadang-kadang yang terjadi enggak di dunia sekuler, pertemanan dan lingkungan semua menggunakan otak masing-masing. Siapa yg kuat akan nyerang yg lemah dan yang banyak bicara akan semakin bebas untuk berbicara seenaknya. Kadang aku ingin menuliskan semua tentang apa yg aku rasakan, aku saksikan dan mungkin hal bodoh yg kadang aku lakukan. Yah, one day kalau aku sudah mahir bermain alat musik terutama gitar aku akan bernyanyi setiap saat, mungkin disetiap kali aku merasakan kegundahan hihiiii.. No, aku akan lakukan tuk bernyanyi.

My letter to God

  God is healer.    He heals you no matter what you're going through. It can be physicially, spritually or emotionally.  If you pray HIM and ask HIM for forgiveness and HE will always be there for you.    this moment really inspires me to make my relationship with GOD grow, it touches my inner self that i just realize that HE alone can heal the grudges of my heart that cause the gap in my   relationship to GOD.        It reminds me that no matter what i have been through in my life, HE will never leave me, HE is the reason why i am here and HE alone can satisfy me.  All problems in my life will be easier to handle because of GOD.    Because i firmy believe that nothing is impossible if GOD is with me all. Yah, DIA memberikan aku kekuatan di tengah badai yg menakutkan...   Dengan lembut DIA memelukku, menyeka airmataku dan menjaga ku saat aku tertidur.  Sungguh DIA ALLAH ku yang dasyat dan luarbias...

In My Birthday

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Very happy :) Aku sangat bersyukur Tuhan taruh aku di wirakencana, aku bisa bekerja dan bertumbuh disini :) Awalnya aku masih belum dan tdiak dapat menegrti bagaimana cara kerja yg baik, ternyata bekerja itu bukan untuk sekedar cari uang ataupun agar kita bisa memenuhi kebutuhan sendiri tapi UNITY ^_^ Yah, semua aku dapat disini dan aku bisa mengerti sekarang... Aku bersyukur buat rekan-rekan kerjaku... Ibu Yeni yg menurut aku cara kerjanya itu sangat baik :) kalo boleh aku kasih gelar, '' Busy Madam :p '' hehe, dan aku berharap suatu saat aku bisa bekerja sebaik ibu yeni, trus ada ibu mulfa, eh kak mulfa :) :p aku juga senang dg kak mulfa, soalnya tiap kali kami keluar kak mulfa ngerti aja kalo aku tukang mabuk dan dg sabarnya dia memperhatikanku :) makasih kak mul, ada ibu may juga di kantorku dia terkenal dg memei :D entah darimana sebutan ibu bu may juga sanagt senang dipanggil itu dna kalo bu may ini adalah ibu kepo :D, trus ada bu jusniar :) wah, ibu ini ... hm...

I believe there is more

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     More than i can say and more than anything else....   I can see so close to my dream and make it so real   But i can not be denied also that the nature of my replay was always woerried too often and   sometimes it makes the people around me who feels frustrated and bored.  I had to build my dreams and set everything back.    What was once a dream in my childhood, singing, writing stories, exploring the world of english,  french, europe city that became my hobby, can paly guitar even music is my favorite, i also like to paint even though i admit the results of my picture is not so good but it was natural and i will keep practicing. If you think about it in all the crazy thing, how could i possibly like it that much but  it was not of great people doing great things and look crazy? I CERTAINLY COULD, AND I HAD TO DECLARE IT with JESUS i can do all things that look impossible be possible..

Thanks Giving

Hidup adalah kesempatan, gunakan itu Hidup adalah keindahan, kagumi itu. Hidup adalah mimpi, wujudkan itu. Hidup adalahtantangan, hadapi itu. Hidup adalah kewajiban, penuhi itu. Hidup adalah pertandingan, jalani itu. Hidup adalah mahal, jaga itu. Hidup adalah kasih nikmati itu. Hidup adalah janji, genapi itu. Hidup adalah kesusaham, atasi itu. Hidup adalah nyanyian, nyanyikan itu. Hidup adalah perjuangan, terima itu. Hidup adalah tragedi, hadapi itu. Hidup adalah keberuntungan, laksanakan itu. Hidup adalah terlalu berharga, jangan rusakkan itu. Hidup adalah hidup, berjuanglah untuk itu. Saat aku merasa seakan masalah ku terlalu besar, seorang kakak mengirikan kata-kata seperti itu dan aku merasa yah, bahwa hidup ini berjuta rasa, berjuta warna yg terjadi dan aku harus sadari bahwa tidak hanya aku saja yg hidup mengalami permasalahan. Hanya saja, aku yg tidak bisa dewasa dalam menghadapinya dan terlalu takut. Tuhan sudah menyatakan semua lewat Firman-Nya tapi aku masih ...